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They need me to…. SHUT THE FUCK UP

July 16, 2012 1 comment

They want me to put on my Louboutins, and pose.

They need me to fall in love with the puppets on the TV screens, so that I idolise the wrong way to live.

They need me to hate myself, but to claim I love myself, by posting up lots of naked pictures so that people can “like” them.

They need me to constantly be challenged by how I look and feel, so that I constantly worry if I am fitting in, if I am accepted, if I am keeping up with “the trends”

They need me to feel insecure

They want me to hate myself so much so, that I hide my real face behind Bobby, and my real hair behind Remi

They want me to panic, so that I chase Lizzy and not myself. But I don’t even know Lizzy. I just know that she is supposed to be our Queen

They need me to buy into the false sense of hope that is sold to us continuously, so that I may also celebrate with the masses in a false sense of achievement. By this time, it will be too late.

They need me to act dumb and call it sexy. AKA Nicki minaj. No I am not having a seizure, it’s called music.

They want me to care about what others think about me, more than what I think about me

They need me lost and confused, looking for answers…. so that I come running to them and believe anything that leaves me to continue living comfortably.

They need me to keep sending money to the charities. To be honest, it doesn’t seem to be making much difference; billions have been donated but yet they still ask me for a fiver and children still die of aids. But that must be because justice costs so much right? The government are doing all that they can. I even heard FloRida donated £1,000,000 the other day. He is such a humble and caring celeb. I brought his single when I heard that.

They want me to live a lie comfortably, and to stay distracted, so that I will also die living this lie

They want me dying to live and living to die….. Living has now turned into merely surviving

They need me to serve a corporate company all week, and a club all weekend, so that at no point, do I really truly serve myself

They want me to believe that material things make me happy, so that whenever mother nature calls and I feel alone, I can fill that void with a pair of shoes

They need me to buy into success stories on the TV, so that my perception of success and what is powerful is false.

They want me to spend all day on Facebook and twitter, inside the comfort of my home, so that I spend less time outside, asking the earth for the answers.

They need me to belittle anyone that questions the system. They want me to call them conspiracy theorists, or mad men, so that I continue being a robot and living a lie. Besides, these conspiracy theorists are usually broke, right? They weren’t at the club last night popping bottles, what do they know?

They want me to chase men with money, because money and a man with lots of it is what will complete my life. It will mean that I can wear designer labels until I die. I will die in style.

They want me to tweet that I am “winning” and “yolo”. To be honest I am not quite sure why I tweet this, but to be fair we do only live once, and I am winning; I just bought a fast car AND signed a deal.

They need me to continue to degrade myself, and everyone around me, by claiming that women rule the world by using their vaginas and sexuality, and are objects of desire that can be bought as long as the man has an ego he can “back up” and plenty of money to go with it.

They need me chasing all the wrong things

They need me addicted to unhappiness. But that will never happen. Because I am so happy, can’t you see? #Winning 



When it rains it pours? Rid of negativity NOW

I had to write a very quick post for you all which I hope helps to inspire you through hard times.

Do NOT underestimate the power of negativity! Yes, as I always tell you, our minds are our most powerful tools, so the same way we can manifest wonderful, beautiful and awesome things through a positive thought process, we can also create hugely negative situations without even realising we are doing it! How often do you find yourself in a great mood and then suddenly out of the blue, something or someone comes along with some BULLS*IT and tries to throw you off of your path? And what do you say to them or to the situation? Usually, something along the lines of, “Don’t rain on my parade!” “I am staying away from your negativity!”. And that is a good thing to say. However, what we fail to realise is we are the ones that attracted this negativity. Despite the positive vibes we thought we were sending out, somewhere, somehow, we in fact vibrated on a negative level in order to attract any bad situation. I mean, it’s simple physics that you cannot argue with; like attracts like. I know there are times when you just cannot work out why or how a certain bad situation happened to you. You go through your actions, your intentions and thoughts, and find it very hard to believe that you had any part to play in the negativity that came your way. Well I am telling you that you in fact played a huge part. I am not here to point fingers, judge or accuse. I say the same thing to myself whenever anything bad happens to me, no matter how unfair it seems at the time. But what is truly wonderful about knowing this is how much control of your life you can really start to have once you take full responsibility for both the good and the bad that occurs in your life. We are very quick to point fingers and place blame on others when stuff starts going wrong. And don’t get me wrong, of course other factors and others also play a part. But what others do right or wrong shouldn’t affect you; it only affects you as much as you let it, and you will only attract what you are supposed to, based on what you are putting out to the universe. So as much as it might be someone else’s fault that you were late, what did YOU do to put yourself in a situation like that in the first place? What signals were you sending out?

Now, knowing that we are capable of manifesting such wonderfully huge things whether good or bad, that should be an indication into how much power you have inside of you. And isn’t that exciting? I recently learned an amazing way to overcome bad times and to turn them into positive situations. How many times has something bad happened to you then suddenly it’s just one bad thing after the other? They say bad luck comes in threes. Well that is a load of rubbish. There is no such thing as bad luck; you create your world and the moments in it. And it is no coincidence that after the first thing went wrong, so did many other things around you. It is no coincidence at all. In fact, what happened was once the first bad thing happened, you lost that positive spark. You may have tried to remain positive, but deep down inside you didn’t truly believe it. You felt defeated. A little piece of your hope and belief was broken away. It weakened you. You then felt sorry for yourself; you asked yourself “why me?” and “what did I do to deserve this?“. But you see, they are negative thoughts and actions, and will only attract more unfortunate situations. So there came more “bad luck”, and more and more, until you came to accept that, oh well, these things happen and it is “just life”. Well that is not true! Your life can be full of constant and consistent wonderful moments of happiness that you are in control of! I said I had learned a way to deal with a negative situation didn’t I? And this is it: No matter how big or how small, if you find yourself laden with a negative situation, stop and say to yourself, Wow! Look at what I have created here! I am sorry that I have brought this on myself. I am sorry. I love and trust myself to overcome this situation. I am capable of great things! I am extremely powerful. So powerful, that look what I have created! I am sorry. I love you. I love you and I am sorry. Now that I know how powerful I am, I am going to use my power to attract wonderful things! I am focused once again!” 

No matter how big or how small, you must remind yourself that it was your power that attracted this; in fact, the bigger the negative situation is, the more power and negative energy you clearly gave out, whether you can understand it or not, it is true. And yes, it may be a hugely upsetting situation that you find yourself in, but the fact that it is huge shows how powerful you are! And focusing on how terrible it is will 100% not make it any better; in fact it is very likely to only make it worse. I am not saying live in denial, quite the opposite. Take full responsibility for what has occurred, apologise to yourself, send out messages of love to yourself and the universe and attack it with positivity. This is the only away things can improve.

I have many ways to train your mind to focus fully on positivity, some that I am still learning, some that I have mastered, which I will share with you very soon.

Realise YOUr Power….

Alien. Project.P

Detox your mind….

July 11, 2012 1 comment

We are told that we get what we focus on. And I fully believe that. The issue is, just how focused are we really? And just how easy, or hard, is it to remain focused in a society that does it’s best to ensure that we are so very far from? You see, what people fail to realise is, just knowing what you want is not enough. We are literally our thoughts, and our thoughts become our lives. We literally make moments happen, moments before they happen, simply down to our thoughts. Everything that happens in our lives, good or bad, we manifest and bring about ourselves. So knowing this, and knowing just how powerful our thoughts are and how extremely important, in fact knowing how crucial it is to stay focused and consistent in our thoughts, what does that tell you about our media culture? And just how much of our minds are really focused, and how much is constantly distracted by what is around us?

Some of you may already know that our subconscious mind controls a lot of our thoughts and actions…. does that not scare you? Everything we take in, frequencies, visuals, sounds, it affects our thought process without us even realising it. Yet we will happily sit in front of our tv screens, or play rubbish pop music as we drive to work with the kids in the back singing along oblivious to what they are actually saying. Has it ever occurred to you to turn off your TV’s? When was the last time you spent a week without turning your TV on? I personally don’t watch TV; it is a huge rarity for me to sit in front of the box full of lies and distractions, yet all around me I see people gossiping and ranting about the latest drama series or some pointless “reality” show which is in fact so far from reality it’s actually a joke and very deceiving. It is quite saddening to see the robots that society has produced. Have you ever wondered how powerful your mind would be if you were to give it a detox? So many thoughts you never even knew existed would soon come to light, in your mind. 

It occurred to me that the government do not want a society of powerful, enlightened beings. Because if we all knew our power, we would certainly not be happy to live how we currently are. As it stands, we are actually grateful for the set up we have here; we call ourselves lucky to be able to work for companies, borrow fresh air money from banks and drive nice cars. We deem success as paid off mortgages, or fame. We know so very little about what we actually are really capable of. And why? Why has this truth been suppressed from the majority of us? The minute we may even begin to question our existence, we are distracted by our blackberries, twitter, a debt collector, the latest episode of Eastenders, rushing to catch the train for work. By the time we begin to question our existence, we are so extremely exhausted from working all week, putting dinner on the table, not to mention dying to live up to an image created by our egos, that we never get too far into our research or questioning. And that is the set up that has been created for us. It is a set up that means a minority can control a majority. It is a set up that means the rich get richer and the poor get poorer, people are able to rape, murder and steal in front of our eyes without too much fuss and get away with it. It is the reason we have become addicted to unhappiness, and now mistake negativity for positive success. it is the reason we are our own worst enemies; self damaging and insecure. And it is only getting worse, generation after generation. 

Do you not ever wonder why the mainstream channels and radio stations offer us nothing but shite? You might argue with me, and say you enjoy what is on our TV screens. You might tell me that you in fact love Rihannas nursery rhyme pop music with distasteful and unintelligent lyrics. But I am telling you that you probably don’t, you just don’t know much better. You are surrounded with it, and you have grown to like it. The frequencies have tapped into your brain and become catchy, familiar to you. Your comfort zone has become a very dangerous place to be. It won’t be long before another 10 years has passed, and you haven’t really done anything that great with your life; not anything that most others haven’t done already, anyway. For many of us, we are living in the same way and the same set up as hamsters do; boxed up in our little houses, running running running around but not actually getting anywhere; only further from the truth. Our little set up works very nicely for the big banks that rule society, oh yes. We have fallen right into their trap. But how about claiming back our freedom? How about making the most of our lives? Every single aspect of our lives is controlled and all by the same few people; down to what we eat and what is put in our food, what we watch and listen to on television and our radios, what we wear or deem “fashionable”, what is cool and what is uncool, what is accepted. We are living an illusion and dying trying to live up to it. So knowing all this, would you really say that you are focused? Or would you say that you are focused on the options that have been given to you? If we were to just forget all the crap and the lies for one second and take ourselves out of this matrix and start doing our own independent research about history and life, we would find that we as human beings are capable of so much more. We will start to see the true injustice in the world and why it is happening. And then we will start to know the real meaning of true focus, because we will have something so much more meaningful and so much more natural to focus on. 

Have a think…. And I shall soon have some ways for you to detox your minds

Alien. Project.P

If we knew our power, we would understand we can’t be held down, If we knew our power, we would not elevate not one of these clowns – Akala 


The beautiful Nneka pleads to the world and African people to open their eyes and recognise the reality of the suppression we find ourselves in

I’ve been thinking…..

I have been kinda daydreaming all day….. I am going to freestyle a short little poem, or some words, I dunno, to sum up my thoughts today….


When you think about me

What do you see?

Do I excite you…..

Like you do me?

Does the whole world stop

And it’s just you and I?

Do I consume your thoughts……

Like you do mine?

When you think about me

Does it turn you on?

Cos when I think of you

It’s all night long….

And it makes me smile

Baby it’s been a while…..

So are you thinking of me?


That’s all I’ve got for now…. perhaps I shall continue later……



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